March 2012
I understand where you are coming from, but the words you yell are only half sensible. The other half is meaningless and merely expressed to blow off any steam you have. You’re upset at me for doing things you have also done yourself? And by “done” i mean around the same time I have. Even so, what you do now is none of my concern and vice versa. You’re a hypocrite and...
February 2012
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I don’t want to look back and think things went too fast. But shit, that’s exactly what I’m doing this second..
Going with the flow because I’m tired of over thinking things when they have just started to take shape. However, there’s part of me that wishes this will amount to something a lot more than just cutesy moments and butterflies. But hey, guess I’ll just follow the flow and know when things get where they are supposed to be.
Unpredictable- Jamie Foxx
mygoodness-myguinness asked: okay i am in love with anderson cooper too and every time we watch a video/interview with him in ap gov, i kind of swoon. glad i'm not the only one who appreciates his attractiveness, hehehehe
You really shouldn’t get upset when you push someone away and they actually stay away. I honestly hate how people say, “if someone says leave me alone, it means stay” or something like that. Honestly, if you want that person to stay, say it. Say it or watch them leave. Your choice.
Track Season:
It’s weird involving myself in another sport when all I’ve done is volleyball the past years. However, I am juiced as ever and just excited for every thing about this season. Not only am I getting to know a lot of great people, but I’m enjoying learning everything and improving little by little. Also, I’m ready for the track gear ;)
carmanderz asked: Could you post your icon/picture? You are gorgeous!
If it’s anything I despise the feel of, it has to be the feel of laziness and not being motivated. I mean, don’t get me wrong, sometimes basking in my laziness, especially after a tough week, can feel great. But when I’ve got loads to take upon my back, yet I don’t even have the willingness to lift a finger…not only do I feel like shit, but I’m also not doing...
“I have the deepest affection for intellectual conversations. The ability to just...”
– (via -nixxplosive)
Anonymous asked: Oh, OK ! Can I follow you on Twitter and INstagram ? :)
I don’t know anymore. Maybe I’m over thinking things, but I feel like things are slowly falling apart before it even really became something. I keep repeating “it is what it is,” but I don’t want it to be like this..
Wait for you
Anonymous asked: are you friends with carmela?
I haven’t felt like this in a while. The butterflies and alla that cheesy stuff. :)
Give me the good vibes, the sweet, sincere smiles, the heart-filled laughs. I want to receive the abstract things that only my mind can spiritually connect to. I don’t need a necklace, sweets, or even a card. It would be nice and I wouldn’t deny those things, but the first few things would already be more than enough.
monicaxoh-:
Another Round - Fat Joe feat. Chris...
Anonymous asked: Have you ever been to the Vacaville outlets?
Anonymous asked: do you have twitter? or facebook
Something light for tonight.
spittinvividly:
Probably one of the most comfortable feelings in the world is laying next to someone you like, love, or feel safe with. That warmth of having someone next to you feels so good. It’s almost as if you just had a hot meal during the winter winds or you just drank a cold beverage on a hot summers day, yea that good feeling. I mean you can almost feel their pulsating heart, hear them...
always & forever - marques houston
I’ve been building certain things up and when I realize they’re not as high and mighty as I had thought them once to be, I feel as if everything is tearing down one by one. But the reality is, it was never that high and mighty to begin with, and it’s been so ordinarily not in my favor the whole time.
I yearn for the moments I’m always too afraid to make. I yearn for the times I’m too afraid of having because of what ever consequences may follow. I feel so confined, like I’m in this stage of pure comfortableness, but I’m tired of it. My comfort zone is no longer appealing to me. I want to step out and actually do something worth the while. Nothing idiotic or...
“Weather abroad
And weather in the heart alike come on
Regardless of...”
– Storm Warnings by Adrienne Rich
January 2012
I didn’t imagine any of this to happen. But then again, when was I ever psychic?
I need to cut off all distractions and just focus...
See ya later, Tumblr.
trinadrf asked: You're so gorgeous! It had to be said. Haha, have a great Sunday. :)
kennywins asked: You're way prettier than Amerie. haha.
do you ever find yourself just sitting there letting a million feelings and thoughts pour over you at once? one after another, constantly, it doesn’t stop. my effort and energy are torn between trying to rearrange the mess in my head and heart and wanting to surrender entirely. i want to stay, and i want to run away. i want to smile, and i want to cry. i’m comforted yet nauseated at the same...
Anonymous asked: I am very fond of you too ;D
I'm very fond of you.
Why do we crave simplicity, straight answers, and real emotions? Why do we crave it all with such complexity, tangling our desires together to a point where we don’t know what we want anymore..but then we do. Why can’t we just think and act one thing at a time? Instead, thoughts are intertwined and one thing that was on its own, soon becomes apart of another dilemma just like that.
Killing me softly