January 2011
We may be too consistent at being so inconsistent. Get it? Because what we did have we lost. Or maybe, just maybe, what we got in the beginning was always going to be temporary. The flirting, the butterflies..all that is just one little ride and before you know it, you’ve arrived at the Relationship door. Things make a turn for the serious and more feelings are donated. Now I know...
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I just want you to see what I'm doing now..not...
December 2010
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With every New Year that arrives,
I find it easier to clear my mind and start anew. I can try and push all the BS aside a day in the middle of the year, but it never seems to follow through. For 2011, I’m just ready to expect the good and the bad. I’m ready for the best times and worst times to be given to me. Because yeah, we’ll have good and bad moments, regardless. But the fact that we are living,...
Count each of your blessings
and watch them pile up. Little or big, they each count.
When you grab a huge portion of that one dish...
Then you take a bite and find out it’s actually really bad…So now you have a whole plateful of it and you can’t really throw it away because you think someone will see..
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I hate it when I’m talking to you and I’m trying to get the truth out of a situation and it might be a false statement I’m making but how do I know when you just say, “mhm..yep..ok.” ? Yeah, I’m accusing you of things that you’re making yourself seem like the culprit. But by all means, you can disagree and let me know what’s really going on....
mistercabrera-deactivated201101 asked: Welcome Can We Get Married someday ? lol :)
camanxiety asked: Your default makes me smile :)
mistercabrera-deactivated201101 asked: Thats a nice ethnic :)
Either way we go it seems like a lose-lose...
So I guess that’s why we hold on. We don’t want to go either way because we’ll lose. So, we stay in the middle where nothing makes sense at all.
I always let you know how I feel.
but i’ve got many feelings and unfortunately, they don’t seem to be in harmony with one another. My bad.
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"My friends' children don't act like this towards...
I hate it when my mom says this to me. Just because yes, I pull out an attitude, doesn’t mean you have the right to compare me to your friends’ kids. I don’t think she gets that if she comes at me the wrong way, of course I’m going to respond in a negative tone. I’m sorry, I’m not going to be a little push over and spread glitter and joy around the place when...
supremelee asked: yeaah of course. only with you tho heh
supremelee asked: yeaah of course. only with you tho heh
supremelee asked: i love you a lot heh
supremelee asked: i love you a lot heh
Not moving on because I never settled here in the...
I’m just taking another step in my life that’ll lead me somewhere.
Wanting so many things. And once we get those things we just add them to our “have” pile and continue the search for things we want, but do not need.
I want a late night adventure.
michellexann:
I want someone to call me up and say, “I’m outside. Let’s go do something!” I want to go out late at night in my pj’s and my hair all tied up. Maybe drive around. Go to a park and just swing on the swings. Maybe sit in the grass and watch the stars or maybe go to a 24 hour food place and pig out. I just want a late night adventure with people I like to be around. No drama. Nothing...
Moving on.
It’s hard sometimes because so much was given to you and you just want to take it all and keep it. But you can’t. You just can’t do that.
Why did the tables have to turn?
Can we just sit on the same side for once?
Sometimes..
You have to dig deeper for the true meaning and other times.. shit just happens and there’s nothing beyond that.
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Why do I feel like you’re slowly giving up? Telling me lies, hiding things, leading me on..
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There’s a difference between being upset at someone you love and someone who just simply pisses you off.
“We might as well aim high, there’s no backing down now.”
kushchucksparty asked: You're writings are amazing. I wish I could express my feelings in a sense that you do. But mostly, you take the words right out of my mouth. I also like how humble you are with compliments & such. You seem like an amazing person, even with your flaws.
I know when I’m wrong. And so do you. I know when you’re wrong. But you don’t.
kushchucksparty asked: You're writings are amazing. I wish I could express my feelings in a sense that you do. But mostly, you take the words right out of my mouth. I also like how humble you are with compliments & such. You seem like an amazing person, even with your flaws.
I've got reasons,
for acting this way. Unstable I may be, but I’ve never been this close to being stable when I wasn’t with you. It just hurts me that you won’t be upfront with me. You’re hiding something and I don’t know if you’re just trying to live an undercover life or be gentle on my feelings..but I just want you to tell me how it is. Don’t hide, don’t sugar...
onlyonedeep asked: I agree with that last person , You get the whole "your gorgeous" thing a lot but every time i see my dash with a picture of you i cant help but say your fucking Gorgeous.
I apologize for cursing but thats what really comes out when i see your pictures.
I apologize for cursing but thats what really comes out when i see your pictures.
onlyonedeep asked: I agree with that last person , You get the whole "your gorgeous" thing a lot but every time i see my dash with a picture of you i cant help but say your fucking Gorgeous.
I apologize for cursing but thats what really comes out when i see your pictures.
I apologize for cursing but thats what really comes out when i see your pictures.
heartbreaks-heartache asked: you're flawless. i'm jealous
heartbreaks-heartache asked: you're flawless. i'm jealous
You really don't know what you've got until it's...
You can imagine how it’d be like, but until you actually get to that point where something in your life might just walk out that second..things change…you change.