February 2011
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We always want something. We want “nothing” at times, and we mistaken that for not wanting anything..but sometimes in order for nothing to be the “gift”, things need to happen. And we want those things to happen in order for the end result to be..nothing. If that makes sense.
Today was interesting.
We took a step onto the set of 7live and it was just really interesting to see what they go through in order to be prepared before the show airs. Sat in the 2nd row, that way I would not be asked anything because I know I’d stutter like fool haha. The people from my school answered the questions/ voiced their opinions very well though and you could see the transition of nervousness then...
January 2011
More than 8 hours of volleyball yesterday & today = no tumblr time and tons of homework.
Do what you gotta do, and say what you gotta say.
If you want to do something, go. But if you’re not going to let me know what’s up, when it involves us and our feelings, then okay. I hope you’re not looking for a smooth ride anywhere because you just created some bumps in the road. Vice versa for the saying as well.
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markpeezy:
So like, there’s this girl that i love. more than anything in the world and i don’t want to lose her…i fall so easily when i hear her laugh,see her smile,the way she would do anything to make me feel better. i love her random phone-calls in the morning and hear her sweet sweet voice. man, her voice…sounds like melody when she speaks.
You’re a corny one for this. :)
I take the best naps in the car.
I hate when I open my eyes slowly and see we’re almost home. Sometimes I just want to tell my mom i’ll be up later, but I know she’ll just tell me to get up now.
We search and want “The Best”, but “The Best” is just something we crave because it supposedly hits the A mark in our “Standards list”. While every person will have their faults, they can still give “Their Best”. And while it might not be “The Best”, if we pass up too many of “Their Best”s, then damn, we’ll just be...
“First love, true love, my one love is you, Love.”
I just want to thank you for always putting up...
supremelee asked: oh hey, didn't see you there.
7Live On Monday from 3-4pm
Few people from my school including myself with be on the show 7live on Monday. Never been on tv before, so it’ll definitely be an interesting experience. I’m almost hoping I don’t get asked anything because I can already see me making a fool out of myself..greatly haha. I’ll be making funny gestures in the audience as secret shout-outs to my friends lol. But i’m...
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I like those times where even though you have a lot to do and some work is stacked up..you’re more motivated than upset. Knowing i have a lot of homework can sometimes bring my spirit down, but some other days I enjoy the challenge to get it all done and get it done right.
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So, after watching Oprah's show yesterday,
about how she found out she has a half-sister, after all these years of her never knowing this half-sister existed..it all really got my thinking. My mom was adopted from Korea when she was only a few months old, at least. I know she wonders at times, but I don’t think she’d ever put in that much effort to find her family across the world. I’m sure the reasons why are because...
jenaemonroe asked: You are so gorgeous :)
Sweet music, the mind's nurturer..
I like how one, smooth beat and tune of a song can make my mind start thinking about the deepest subjects. And not only reach those deep subjects, but dig into them. It’s not like the music is feeding me information or anything like that..but the beat eases my mind and puts it on its best behavior to think well. If this made sense?
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My sister and her brother are playing with..dolls lol. But I guess one of the dolls isn’t allowed in the house because they’ve been mean or whatever. All I hear is my sister saying “No Angelina!” hahahahaha.
The feeling of..
almost being motivated to do and finish your homework before Sunday. But if you’re like me and can only imagine the feeling, not fulfill it..well, you end up being sad because here’s another homework-dedicated-sunday. One day I’ll finish my homework before Sunday, even if I finish it at 11:59 on Saturday. I just need to stop this annoying routine I’ve got going on.
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Sometimes I just wish there was a certain channel I could flip to and it played all the classic shows. Rarely is there ever anything good on tv, but sometimes these new shows just don’t cut it as far as entertainment goes.
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A surprise visit
You txtd me saying “I don’t think I can go :(” and hey, it was somewhat late so I just replied with an “okay..” and continued to try and rest. Then two minutes later my doorbell rings. I think to myself “probably one of the neighbors just buggin..” but why at 9pm? but then I heard your voice enter the room and you walked into my view. My bestfriend. You...
I don’t want to be a bother and ask for too much. But I’m craving your sweet voice and soft touch. We all go through that time and I feel like there’s no bright side to see. Honestly, I just need you sweet and good company.
Home sweet home.
Getting sick out of the blue obviously stinks. Woke up with a slight fever and mom told me to stay home. For once I actually wanted to go to school today; part of the reason being is because it’s a Friday. But, now I can work on APBIO and maybe get rid of these huge bags under my eyes haha. Damn, I’m just out of it..
fuckyeahleehutton-deactivated20 asked: Don't say hello like you don't know me busta. Haha but hell yea you famous on this thang
Thanks to all the new followers! When given time, I will be looking and following some back. :)
School, volleyball, school, volleyball.
that’s how my life looks right now. Trying to stay somewhat on top in both. Could not be standing though if it wasn’t for the support from friends and family. <3
"I just need time"
And that’s my problem. But when I do say this, I’m never ever expecting you to stay throughout everything until time is no longer needed. I’m just letting you know. You always have the choice to leave or stay, and one may hurt more than the other, but I really can’t make that choice for you.
nikestyle1828 asked: heyy :)
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Procrastination brings me nothing but stress. It’s a wonder why I don’t do anything to avoid it. *shrug*
Sometimes I get lost when I talk about you..
I’ll describe you in the most simplistic words, I’ll use cliche’ love phrases, I’ll even stutter a little..but in my mind, there’s something completely different going on. I can see all the complex feelings and most wondrous moments i’ve shared with you right there incased in my mind. Sometimes I catch myself smiling and looking up, almost like i’m half...
I always fall for your type,
which includes: You, You, You, You, and You.
supremelee asked: hi.<3
This is us.
(on the phone)
Mark: watcha doooooin?
Me: oooh..just pickin my nose. Wana pick it for me?
Mark: nope! I'm too busy touchin my balls.
Both: hahahahaha
supremelee asked: hi.<3
There are days where I’m content with being in the house. And there are other days where I’m going crazy being stuck in the house. Today? i’m going a little crazy.