January 2012
WatchHappy New Years from my little booger and me.
And yea, she’s always this weird.
December 2011
Damsel in distress
erudess:
Nonetheless, yes, I must confess. Though I’m tired of all this impatience. Hesitation on relation to my intake of my duration towards the cremation of my feelings. Appealing to revealing your identity to me, an entity unvivid, a vision far too rough. I refuse to ride on the back of your horse, because I’ve waited long enough. Keep your sword and shield, I’ve already broken these...
raizsaaa asked: Oh Jae.. I swear your blogs always reads my mind! miss you<3
Isn't it silly?
Isn’t it silly how someone’s quick presence can affect you? The little moments when you actually thought that something else was to blossom only lead to disappointment as everything soon died as it had arrived. But you barely know them.. they barely know you..you didn’t share that much, and your feelings weren’t even fully developed…but you continue to care and...
“How about a kiss, Saumensch?”
He stood waist-deep in the water for a few...”
– The Book Thief, Markus Zusak (via iloveyourglasses)
yanrwtb:
I took your lies and perceived it as trust. I fell in love while you fell in lust.
The mark
yanrwtb:
There comes a point when you’ve dedicated so much time and exerted so much effort into fighting for what it is that your heart so deeply yearns for that it becomes embedded within you. The struggle to salvage what you’ve worked so hard to maintain doesn’t seem like a struggle anymore but instead, more like a routine. What you’ve protected for so long, it blinds you and becomes all that...
Again, the thought of college approaches around this time. I’ve been wondering where I will be during the holidays next year. Will I be far away that I will just join someone else’s family and celebrate? Crazy, man.
I enjoyed all of my family’s company tonight. Usually everyone starts leaving around 8-8:30pm, but this time people stay until 10:40pm. It was a lot more relaxed and chill this year. Well, except for my little sister who was raving about all the presents she was to receive and also how she would catch “Santa” this year. I had a nice time and was surprised to get some gifts as...
Anonymous asked: If you learned korean you could try out for sm entertainment. I honestly think you would be a big hit because you korean mixed! They have auditions early next year I really encourage you to go.
Anonymous asked: Where do you get your eyebrows done? and do you do anything to them? (like pencil, etc.)
I guess I was the only one who actually meant all...
bummer.
twothousandandxo asked: you're probably the most grounded, happy & beautiful person I follow (and your tumblr was the first i ever followed) sorry for the randomness of this, but I just thought I'd tell you that you're amazing :)
xoxosamm:
Dom Kennedy- Love the Future
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I give so many chances and I swear they’re abused more than half of the time. But they were given to people i trust and that mean a lot to me..guess the feelings weren’t mutual.
Anonymous asked: post ur icon?
I’m upset I let you go. Not because I wanted you or even wanted to make something out of anything. I’m upset I let you go because you’re still the same asshole and jerk when you walked in. And there I was, sitting back and continuing to let you play the games you play so well. Oh well, Karma will do what I didn’t at some point in time.
I dislike when people make plans with you then decide they can’t come and don’t even bother updating you. It’s fine if you can’t make it, things happen and sometimes other plans pop up that you have to attend first. But at least let me know so I’m not awaiting your arrival or lingering somewhere thinking you’re showing up because you forgot to tell me...
It would be nice to see what goes through some peoples minds once in a while. Like how they could do such heartless acts; what thoughts are motivating them and allowing them to do those things?
Going to SF today.
Nothing like helping a friend shop for loved ones and doing some late minute shopping of my own.
jonathanpham:
Be brave and face detachment. Sometimes what you no longer have shouldn’t be the greatest worry. There isn’t always a moral obligation to uphold. We can’t always be the hero. Sometimes what has gone has gone on its own accord. You can let it run its own course and, whether or not it finds you again, decide to fully accept it, or to fully deny it. Regret nothing.
Anonymous asked: You are soo beautiful <3
Anonymous asked: You're beautiful.
Give me an intellectual conversation to engage in, even if I have more questions than answers. I just love talking about things beside the normal small talk. I don’t want subtle flirting, I don’t want any of that. I just want a nice, real conversation.
I’m gullible and I believe some things too easily. I know I shouldn’t but my heart keeps leading me further into something that seems too good to turn out right. I guess I’ve been watching too many movies and believing some things can happen like that in real life haha. But hey, even though we know those things are slim to none chances of happening in reality, we hold onto...
I just want some great company and great times. I’m tired of emotional wrecks and late nights filled with over thinking and moody attitudes.
