do you ever find yourself just sitting there letting a million feelings and thoughts pour over you at once? one after another, constantly, it doesn’t stop. my effort and energy are torn between trying to rearrange the mess in my head and heart and wanting to surrender entirely. i want to stay, and i want to run away. i want to smile, and i want to cry. i’m comforted yet nauseated at the same time… 

i guess there are certain times when the dam inside of me breaks and everything that my conscience has been holding back decides to rush at me without warning. 

Very well said. 

(Source: mygoodness-myguinness)